Silver Silver Moon Moon

Okay, so what I did today, specifically events that happened are going to take me HOURS to type. So let me just list everything. Kapeesh? Kapeesh. Oh, and everything I did today, my parents had no knowing of. As in, they thought I was home all day.


1. Took the Dash [bus] to my high school to meet up with Esbeydi and her little sister at 11 AM.
2 [Part 1]. Saw Angel, aka my obsession, aka God, at the Metro Train bus stop!! :O With all of his friends! And they all had their skateboards with them! I couldn't believe it! My palms got all sweaty n shit.. hahhaha. So did my pits ;P
2 [Part 2]. Took the Metro Train to Alameda.
3. Ate pizza and Coke for breakfast.
4. Went to the Swapmeet at Alameda, again..It's amazing! They have everything imaginable..
5. I bought a pair of jeans. She bought a skirt and shirt.
6. Ate nachos and drank Horchata. Btw, Horchata is a rice-cinnamon drink. It's amazing ^___^
7. Left the Alameda Swapmeet at 2:00 PM.
8. Took the Metro Train to the park.
9. Got to her house at 2:30 PM.
10. At her house we had fucking amazing bread that I am now obsessed with, played with her chihuahua, watched videos on YouTube, and looked at the most amazing website ever! [My blog..hahha.]
11. Left her house at 4:00 PM.
12. Took the Metro Train back to my school.
13. Took the Dash [bus] back to my house.
14. Got home at 4:45 PM.

5 for 2 DOLLA!

Today I got out of school at 12:30! How fucking amazing is that..pretty amazing. So of course since I'm totally not a loser, I did something today after school! I deserve a pat on the back. After school I went with my two other friends Sarahi and Esbeydi to the "Swapmeet on Alameda." I had never gone to a swapmeet, so it seemed like fun! And it was! To get there, we took the Metro Train to the swapmeet which took roughly 15 minutes? Then we got off, walked 2 blocks, then the adventure began! They seriously had EVERYTHING. From strollers, to pantyhose, to salons, to fucking churros! Which were by the way CHEAP AS HELL and AMAZING. Only $4 for like 20 huge churro sticks..I ended up only eating 5 and gave the rest to my friends. Hahaha.. We were there from 1:00 to 3:00! We had so much fun..And saw so many hot guys. Omg! Also, on our train ride from the school to the swapmeet we saw a guy with his girlfriend selling water in an ice cooler packed with ice to maintain a balanced temperate..Lmfao was that just me or did I sound like if I was in science? Hhmmm, well yeah. We saw him on our way to it, and then on our way back, HE WAS ON THE TRAIN AGAIN. It was so creepy. Haha..Then, we took the train back to the school after our adventure, and Esbeydi took the bus to her house, and Sarahi took a different bus to her house, and I took ANOTHER bus to my house. I got home at 3:50! Like always! And the reason why there are no pictures from today on here is because they told me today they were gonna go, and I didn't even ask my parents if I could go. I just said, hhmmm okie dokie, I shall go! So it was kinda like a last minute thing. Sarahi did take about 10 pictures or so on her phone, and will be sending them to me soon, so HOPEFULLY I shall upload some pictures of our day! My parents also didn't know about the early dismissal time, so they didn't even find out I did anything today! Lmfao. My mom gets home at 6:00 and my dad gets home at 7:00. So I still had PLENTY of time. Lastly..TODAY WAS AWESOME! ^___^

The Big Number

This weekend I went to San Fran <3 I visited my family and had so much fun, I didn't even have time to take any pictures! I know..Crazy. I'm starting to realize that you don't need to show the world what you do on an ongoing basis by taking pictures..Not everything has to be documented on film. For me, it's now being documented in my mind, clear as water, for life. :] It was my cousin's 21st birthday, and I had soo much fun! While we were there, my Dad also was working on an extremely important case about a couple who were 15 and died TOGETHER while the train hit them. They died..and the train driver supposedly said that they "commited suicide," but I don't believe that. Fucking bullshit. The train company they're suing is called Amtrak, and I've rode on their trains before. Really sad stuff man..BUT the party was AMAZING! And I had an all nighter last night [Saturday night] With my other cousin Querida. She's HILARIOUS <3 Funnier than me? hhaaha she wishes! Bye!

The Obsession

Me playing Chop Suey on Hard on the drums in Rock Band 2. I got 99% ! ^____^ WATCH IT.

I guess love hurts..literally, does it? Cause I'm just guessing..

Sooo there were lots of couples i knew, and like most of them broke up. they didn't tell me, but it was really obvious. and i was just like thinking about the depression or sadness that the girl and boy must be in. i was wondering and trying to imagine if Angel didn't like me at all...and i wanted to cry. so...for these couples to break up after like a year of being together..i wonder how THEY feel. they pretend to be happy and okay, but inside, they're really in so much pain and think about their partners, or ex partners in this case, STILL everyday. i praise those people, they don't cry or try to make people feel about them. i just wanna give them a big, warm, delicious, out of the oven hug. i'm honestly, scared of being in a relationship now..i mean it's the end of the school year and there's so much testing, your so vulnerable to distractions, especially crushes and lovers.. so it's like, a relationship is just a set up for short-term depression, and for some....long-term, but they just don't realize it because they're so use to hiding their feelings in front of everyone, even their parents. like woah, teens go through so much..i really wanna grow up already. i hope this love situation for everyone gets better because i really do feel bad even though none of these breakups are my fault, i still feel so...lonely. not for me, but i just do, thinking about their sadness. it makes me realize how sad the world is. love fucking hurts. damn..

D': and a little :D and some ♥

oh my god..i haven't wrote in my blog for 10 fucking days. holy crapity crap craap.... :o
i have my reasons though. i've been so, sooo busy with projects for this week. i had 3 projects due this week, and 2 tests, no not CST tests, actual class tests that were huge. i've been studying, and then adding to all that, i also had a lot of homework. andddddd i've also been falling in love :) with this guy called Angel. i thought this whole time his name was alex xD but his like codename/nickname to me and my friends was God. so isn't it like really cool that his name is Angel and i called him God? like woahh what a coincidence..maybe were meant to be together? he's also quiet, and funny [if you get to know him], andaand plays the drums. he knows how to play Chop Suey by System of A Down. i was obbbsssed with that song a month ago! and i found out earlier this week that he knows how to play on the drums! we have sooo much in common, it's crazy..after i found out, which was monday. guess what i did? hahahaaha i got home and played my drums on rock band, and played the song on medium, and fucking like failed it. hah i was booo'd off under 30 seconds -.- sooo i kept practicing for about an hour and did excellent! so i was tired after, and started my work. then on tuesday when i got home, i played again, Chop Suey from 3:51 PM to 5:35 PM. i played the song....26 TIMES!!! ON HARD!!! and now i'm like an expert on the song!! i keep on listening to it in the car, over and over and over, then move my hands with the gestures i would on the drums and move my right foot, pedaling to the song..i'm in love..and i did all this for him <3 i've never felt an attraction so intense in my life. the worst part though, is that he's a senior and he's leaving. and i'm probably never going to see him again. :[

Hawwwhawwz

hahaha i'm suchhh a lonerr fire! seriously..eeeeepp! BTW, i got a lookbook! how awesome is that? not awesome at all huh? haha well if you know what it is, then yeah good for you, but if you don't, let me care to explain. Lookbook.nu is a website that is youth inspired, and basically a blog of some sort of people young, and old, publishing their styles or outfits, or anything about clothing. It's actually pretty lovely! the only catch is that, you either need an invitation code to join the website and become a member to Hype people's outfits or comment them, or even post one up. If you don't receive an invitation code by a user there that you know, that's okay! you can still join! but you would have to send an email to Lookbook telling them why you would be a great addition to their website, with the email send in a picture of your first look [outfit], and explain yourself, backround and why your interested! i did that, and was accepted! i was so proud of myself! haha but i've posted 2 outfits, and only my first one was hyped :( boooo. here's my badge from lookbook, C L I C K  I T ! haa bye.. have a great life, and you don't have to click it if you don't want to >.<

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I Was Too Busy Staring At You, Into Your Eyes

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