Sooo there were lots of couples i knew, and like most of them broke up. they didn't tell me, but it was really obvious. and i was just like thinking about the depression or sadness that the girl and boy must be in. i was wondering and trying to imagine if Angel didn't like me at all...and i wanted to cry. so...for these couples to break up after like a year of being together..i wonder how THEY feel. they pretend to be happy and okay, but inside, they're really in so much pain and think about their partners, or ex partners in this case, STILL everyday. i praise those people, they don't cry or try to make people feel about them. i just wanna give them a big, warm, delicious, out of the oven hug. i'm honestly, scared of being in a relationship now..i mean it's the end of the school year and there's so much testing, your so vulnerable to distractions, especially crushes and lovers.. so it's like, a relationship is just a set up for short-term depression, and for some....long-term, but they just don't realize it because they're so use to hiding their feelings in front of everyone, even their parents. like woah, teens go through so much..i really wanna grow up already. i hope this love situation for everyone gets better because i really do feel bad even though none of these breakups are my fault, i still feel so...lonely. not for me, but i just do, thinking about their sadness. it makes me realize how sad the world is. love fucking hurts. damn..